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The Facade 

Brandon tells Priscilla coldly, ” I feel bad and I don’t want to be pulled down by any negative emotions, you may think it’s selfish of me and it’s a dick move, but that’s what I want. I don’t want to be linked to your sadness anymore. ” Upon hearing this, Priscilla decided to keep all her ” sad stories ” to herself and stop displaying her sadness for all to see. She pretended to be happy everyday so brandon won’t feel bad and guilty anymore. She feels foolish for protecting brandon despite everything that has happened, but she does it anyways because it was unconditional, that was her love towards him.

Putting a strong front wasn’t easy, it requires a lot of mental energy, on somedays She just wants to shut herself out and indulge in her sadness. It’s the only time where she feels most real towards herself, she didn’t have to put a mask over her face to bluff people, even herself. She was real right there and then. Indulging in sadness makes her feel alive in a weird way. It’s the only time where she puts her feelings as priority and cares more about herself than what other people feels. Her voice echoed in her head, ” I deserves to have an off day from pretending to be someone I’m not. “

The Facade


Brandon tells Priscilla coldly, ” I feel bad and I don’t want to be pulled down by any negative emotions, you may think it’s selfish of me and it’s a dick move, but that’s what I want. I don’t want to be linked to your sadness anymore. ” Upon hearing this, Priscilla decided to keep all her ” sad stories ” to herself and stop displaying her sadness for all to see. She pretended to be happy everyday so brandon won’t feel bad and guilty anymore. She feels foolish for protecting brandon despite everything that has happened, but she does it anyways because it was unconditional, that was her love towards him.


Putting a strong front wasn’t easy, it requires a lot of mental energy, on somedays She just wants to shut herself out and indulge in her sadness. It’s the only time where she feels most real towards herself, she didn’t have to put a mask over her face to bluff people, even herself. She was real right there and then. Indulging in sadness makes her feel alive in a weird way. It’s the only time where she puts her feelings as priority and cares more about herself than what other people feels. Her voice echoed in her head, ” I deserves to have an off day from pretending to be someone I’m not. “

A : I did not see you during camouflage class today!

B : Thank you sir! View high resolution

A : I did not see you during camouflage class today!

B : Thank you sir!

Good bye Maju camp! It’s been both a bitter and sweet journey for me, I’ll never forget what I overcame in this camp.

Leaving this place is like leaving a part of me, but I will always keep the memories close to my heart!

A new journey awaits ! 😄 (at Maju Camp) View high resolution

Good bye Maju camp! It’s been both a bitter and sweet journey for me, I’ll never forget what I overcame in this camp.

Leaving this place is like leaving a part of me, but I will always keep the memories close to my heart!

A new journey awaits ! 😄 (at Maju Camp)

感情被耍,受了伤,心寒了。

但是能看到你快乐,这也许是对我的一种安慰。

毕竟我和你分手的原因是因为你说你要自由,想自己一个人,所以我就牺牲了自己的幸福,把自由还给你。

虽然你接下来的动作造成了我极大的伤害和痛苦,但是我接受了。

也许我对你的感情永远都会是那种不需要回报的爱。

我终究还是那一曲话  “只要你开心,我就开心 ”。

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My feelings were neglected, I got hurt, I became despair.

But seeing you happy is probably a consolation for me.

Because the reason why we broke up was because you told D you wanted to be single and free. So I sacrificed my happiness and let you go.

Although your actions after brought me immense pain, but I still accepted it.

Perhaps what I have for you will always be the kind that doesn’t require any benefits back, unconditional love

It’s still the same old sentence for me, ” As long as you are happy, I’m happy. “ View high resolution

感情被耍,受了伤,心寒了。

但是能看到你快乐,这也许是对我的一种安慰。

毕竟我和你分手的原因是因为你说你要自由,想自己一个人,所以我就牺牲了自己的幸福,把自由还给你。

虽然你接下来的动作造成了我极大的伤害和痛苦,但是我接受了。

也许我对你的感情永远都会是那种不需要回报的爱。

我终究还是那一曲话 “只要你开心,我就开心 ”。

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My feelings were neglected, I got hurt, I became despair.

But seeing you happy is probably a consolation for me.

Because the reason why we broke up was because you told D you wanted to be single and free. So I sacrificed my happiness and let you go.

Although your actions after brought me immense pain, but I still accepted it.

Perhaps what I have for you will always be the kind that doesn’t require any benefits back, unconditional love

It’s still the same old sentence for me, ” As long as you are happy, I’m happy. “

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